I am thinking of you
no particular reason
simply missing you
there’s no sorrowful display
the same melancholy way
you were the only man
once valued by me
not with passion
it did not progress
with trust and confidence
you were the anchor
steady my ship
you were the foundation
supported what I believed
the sudden departure
knocked me over
changed my view forever
so hard to let go
although you were never mine
in that superficial means
in fact we were best mates
I felt safe just thinking of you
after you were gone
this world seemed temporary
I lost my usual routine
Twenty months have past
no new routine has fit
only because you were not included
no one ever share part of my life
the way you did
you were always available if I asked
when my time is up
who’s going to send me off
now I am calling your name
crying for my lost
wondering was that all there was
with all that unknown mystery
I still have to keep going
every now and then
talking to you like you are here
hope to hear a reply from you
give me a light or two
my tears would dry
to know you are continuing on
somewhere in the universe
one day we might meet again
hope you are still the same as I remember
if you could recognise me